How Much I Feel

The song describes a relationship damaged by suspicion and distance. The speaker says they would leave if their partner truly wanted them to, but also stresses how deeply they need and love them. The mood shifts from pleading and lonely longing to a quieter acceptance that the couple may be better as friends. In the final verse, the speaker has a wife but still remembers a former lover, suggesting that the past remains emotionally present.

Several expressions convey strong feeling. “Give me the sign” means “let me know,” here referring to a clear signal to leave. “Sleep alone” and dream of “togetherness” contrast physical separation with the closeness the speaker misses. “Make amends” means try to repair a disagreement or relationship; in the song, that effort does not restore the romance.

The repeated claim “that’s how much I feel” emphasizes devotion, but it may also sound like a plea for reassurance. The ending is deliberately complicated: the speaker appears committed to a later marriage, yet sees the former lover’s face during intimacy. This could suggest unresolved affection or simply a powerful memory. The lyrics do not explain what happened between the relationships, so the speaker’s feelings can be read as both sincere and conflicted.