Who I am Inside
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I wanna live with who i am inside
No more guilt on my chest
No pills to survive
I'm done with the blame
I'm done with the lies
I just wanna live my life
I wake up feeling heavy
Like I messed it all up
Every mirror reminds me
I'm never enough
All the nights I was drinking
Just to feel okay
Try to run from my thoughts
But they won't go away
I heard the ones I loved
Yeah, I pushed them aside
Now I'm stuck with the guilt
And no where to hide
I replay every moment
Every word I said
Livin' rent free inside my head
I'm tired of carrying this weight every day
Tired of blaming myself for everything that went wrong
But wait, I don't wanna drown in the past anymore
I just wanna breathe
I just wanna be sure
I wanna live with who I am inside
No more guilt on my chest
No pills to survive
I'm done with the blame
I'm done with the lies
I just wanna live my life
Wanna live with who I am inside
I don't wanna keep running
I don't wanna hide
I'm breakin' these chains
One piece at a time
I just wanna live my life
I stayed to long in love
Zhat was killing me slow
Thought pain was normal
Now I know it's not, though
Every fight, every silence
Every slammed door
Left cracks in my heart
That I can't ignore
I tried numbing the pain with
Whatever I could find
But it only made a bigger mess of my mind
Lost some friends
Lost myself in the smoke
Now I'm choking on the lies
That I told
I know I'm damaged
Yeah I feel it every day
But I don't wanna let my past decide my fate
I'm done letting shame keep pulling me down
I'm standing back up
Even if I'm falling again now
I wanna live with who i am inside
No more guilt on my chest
No pills to survive
I'm done with the blame
I'm done with the lies
I just wanna live my life
Wanna live with who I am inside
I don't wanna keep running
I don't wanna hide
I'm breakin' these chains
One piece at a time
I just wanna live my life
Maybe I'm not perfect
Maybe I'm scarred
But I'm still here breathing
Trying hard
I don't need to punish
Myself to survive
I wanna live with who i am inside
No more guilt on my chest
No pills to survive
I'm done with the blame
I'm done with the lies
I just wanna live my life
I wanna live with who I am inside
No more guilt on my chest
No pills to survive
I'm done with the blame
I'm done with the lies
I just wanna live my life
Wanna live with who I am inside
I don't wanna keep running
I don't wanna hide
I'm breakin' these chains
One piece at a time
I just wanna live my life