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Judas (Martyr To My Misery)
Leanna Firestone
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Starting to watch my parents get old
It's one thing to worry, it's another to know and
I'm bearing witness to what awaits
Time's lack of sympathy and my own fading
My body is a temple in decay
The upkeep, getting harder as I age
My youth is a dam that's bound to break
I'm Judas (Judas, Judas), ultimately, I'll betray
Myself with the boys and the drugs
Dig down deeper in the same hole that I've dug
Thought I'd be smarter by 23
And not still a martyr to my own misery
Martyr to my - (ma-martyr)
I'm a martyr to my misery (ma-martyr)
Martyr to my - (ma-martyr)
Martyr to my misery
And now I'm always kinda thinking (ooh)
About how I'm gonna die (ooh-ooh)
Or who my mom was before a mother and a wife (ooh-ooh)
And how nobody ever really gets enough time
Before the bronze of youth starts to oxidize (ooh-ooh, ah)
My body (body, body) is a temple in decay
The upkeep (upkeep, upkeep), getting harder as I age
My youth is (youth is) a dam that's bound to break
I'm Judas (Judas, Judas), ultimately, I'll betray
Myself with the boys and the drugs
Dig down deeper in the same hole that I've dug
Thought I'd be smarter by 23
And not still a martyr to my own misery
And I've been trying hard to change myself
Just bit by bit (body, body, ooh-ooh)
And to know part of me now
Is part of who I've been (upkeep, upkeep, ooh-ooh)
And I'm cutting off the dead weight
All of my dead ends (youth is, youth is, ooh-ooh)
Everything must go, and I mean everything
If I'm swearing myself into total honesty (body, body, ooh-ooh)
I'm still kinda scared of the real possibility (upkeep, upkeep, ooh-ooh)
That the one thing that has always been
Wrong is me (youth is, youth is, ooh-ooh)
And I can try to fix it, but it goes too deep
Martyr to my - (ma-martyr)
I'm a martyr to my misery (ma-martyr)
Martyr to my - (ma-martyr)
Judas, Judas (martyr to my misery)
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