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Shell of a Human

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My hair My skin Estrogen Catalyst of sin My face Absent mind Im nothing but the shell of whats inside My voice My body Fetishist The way i write and all within My wrists Masochist Am i nothing but the shell of a human My hair (my skin) My skin (my skin) Estrogen (smooth skin) Catalyst of sin (woman) My face (masculine) Absent mind (no mind) I'm nothing but the shell of what's inside My voice (too deep) My body (whaleish) Fetishist (fetishist) The way I write and all within My wrists (are safe from harm) Masochist (sadist) Am I nothing but the shell of a human What would he do if I changed my (censor) What would he do if he found my (censor) What would he do if he saw me in (censor) What if he heard someone call me (censor) He answered my questions In the most ominous way He said "I'll take you to someone to talk to Because you're obviously ill" He would never love me as who I wanted to be When I was young he took me out to the porch and told me Whatever you end up being in the future I'll support you no matter what That was never true It was just supposed to make me feel good He would only be proud if i was who he shaped me to be But what he shaped me to be was something he hated I just wanted to be loved by my (censor) No love is enough To be disowned by the ones who created you I get why my (censor) is mean and vulgar I've done the same thing to my friend I've always thought of him as my younger brother I never got a chance to be the older It's why I'm so numb I don't know what anyone did Why am I so desensitized to the concept of molestation Why do I flinch when someone raises their arm Why do I cry when someone yells Why do I feel covered in filth Why do I want to run away Why would I want to kill myself Why do I scream and cry when someone grabs my left thigh Why do I get such deranged thoughts Like "I want to mutilate my face so no one could see how I look" Or "I would like to drink all his alcohol And collapse drunk in front of him" Or "I wanna lie to everyone and say I'm a pedo And I torture animals for my pleasure So no one would be sad when I killed myself" I shouldn't be thinking these things I should be happy and grateful That I was put on this earth But it feels like everything wants me off I wish the ones who created me would love me for who I am And not for who they want me to be I wanna be your daughter I wanna be your daughter I've wanted this since I was little I can't stop thinking about it I can't stop fucking thinking about it I get you are all disappointed But I'm tired of keeping my fucking mouth shut I can't live in silence I'm hard enough on my brain If I'm not (censor), then what am i to you If I run away, and your sons not here If I kill myself and only (censor) remains Would you disown me or would you feel ashamed If you're not happy with who I am Then why don't you say it Be a fucking man When I'm drunk Do you see yourself Am I just a leech To your bank account When I take my van to get the fuck out of town Will you even miss me if I'm not around Do I just annoy you or fuck up your day Do you even hear these lyrics anyway When all that's left is the memory Of when I was just your baby Is all that matters just your politics Is all that matters just your politics My hair My skin Estrogen Catalyst of sin My face Absent mind Im nothing but the shell of whats inside My voice My body Fetishist The way I write and all within My wrists are safe from harm Masochist Am I nothing but the shell of a human My hair My skin Estrogen Catalyst of sin My My face Absent mind I'm nothing but the shell of what's inside My voice My body Fetishist The way I write and all within My wrists Masochist Am I nothing but the shell of a human Am I a human to you Am I a human to you Am I a human to you Am I a human to you Am I a human to you Am I a human to you Am I a human to you Am I a human to you Am I a human to you Am I a human to you Am I a human to you Am I a human to you Am I a human to you Am I a human to you 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