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silent hill
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My mom doesn't know that when
I don't pick up the phone, it's 'cause I'm cutting myself
And my ex doesn't know that she
Makes me feel like a toy she can put back on the shelf
Last week had a talk with my doctor
About all the changes and my mental health
I said, "Doc, don't you worry about me
It's only so long until I take myself."
And I've been doing this all by myself
My girl just left me as if that would help
20 missed calls, I sent straight to her cell
My organs starting to fail
Everything I want to be
I don't mean to scare you, but baby, I'm not me
Lately, I've been on and off again with myself
It's easier pretending that I'm someone else
Maybe you could blow my mind clean off my face
I wanna be on billboards like some Kurt Cobain
My mom doesn't know that when (Everything I wanna be)
I don't pick up the phone, it's 'cause I'm cutting myself (I don't mean to scare you)
And my ex doesn't know that she (But, baby, I'm not me, not me)
Makes me feel like a toy she can put back on the shelf
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