I Can't Trust My Mind
Derek Pope Berner
Popularity ยท Low
YouTube
Searching YouTube...
Lyrics
And the wheels still spinnin', tank on empty
On my entry, everyone repenting
I don't like most folks, I'm just friendly
Film my life, but it's real, no pretending
And my demons only wanna see the ending
Shit offends me
Never be a wolf once you been sheep
What you feast on, that's my lunch meat
Put a landmine in my front seat
They don't haunt me now, they just hunt me
We don't chop them down, we just burn trees
Work like Bercy when you look like ten feet (Ten feet)
I can't trust my mind, it does whatever for its kind
It's like there's someone else inside who'd kill me just to stay alive
It's a struggle just to smile
I've been blind to the bullshit for a while
Footballs got me mellow, but my mind runnin' miler
Let me be somewhere low-key chillin' with my child
Fame make friends turn to enemies and it's sad
Throw a stack on the bag, make a
Hundred thirty grand and I'm still down
We tippin' bottles for the lost ones
I'm just killin' time until that call come
Plant some cook by my tombstone
Young, rich, and grumpy, yeah, we eatin' 'til the food gone
I just put my whole crew on
Twist the cap, pull a lil' pill out, and chew on
I go numb again
Big head weighed me down, but that's my only friend
Door on auto-lock, hop, hit the water walk
Pour a four in drop-top, we don't talk a lot
If a bottle pop, that ain't drip, that's a script with no follow-ups
This is it, lemonade, but it got a punch
Built it all from below, went bottom up
Still, it's not enough
I can't trust my mind, it does whatever for its kind