I Was Never Hard to Love
NeveahSoul
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Maybe I wasn't too much
Maybe you were too far away
Maybe I was never hard to love
You just didn't know how to stay
You made me feel like asking
Was something I should regret
Like needing reassurance
Was a burden on your chest
So I learned to speak softer
Learned to need less
Turned my heart into silence
Just to keep you from stress
I kept calling it patience
But it felt like shame
Trying to earn a love
That never called my name
Now I see it clearly
Through everything I lost
I wasn't hard to love
I was loving at a cost
I was never hard to love
You were just too far to reach
I was asking for a heart
You were giving me defeat
I was never hard to hold
Never too much, never too deep
You just made me feel unworthy
Of the love I used to need
I was never hard to love
I was just loving you too much
You called my tears dramatic
Called my truth a fight
Made me feel like darkness
For asking for the light
But love should not feel hungry
Love should not feel cold
Love should not make me beg
For hands that want to hold
Now I'm done apologizing
For the heart I bring
The right love won't be frightened
By the depth inside of me
Now I see it clearly
Through everything I lost
I wasn't hard to love
I was loving at a cost
I was never hard to love
You were just too far to reach
I was asking for a heart
You were giving me defeat
I was never hard to hold
Never too much, never too deep
You just made me feel unworthy
Of the love I used to need
I was never hard to love
I was just loving you too much
I forgive the girl
Who thought she had to change
Who kept shrinking her heart
Just to fit inside your name
But I'm not shrinking now
I'm not hiding anymore
I deserve a love
That doesn't make me feel poor
I was never hard to love
You were just too far to reach
I was asking for a heart
You were giving me defeat
I was never hard to hold
Never too much, never too deep
You just made me feel unworthy
Of the love I used to need
I was never hard to love
I was just loving you too much
Maybe I wasn't too much
Maybe I finally see
I was never hard to love
I was just hard to love cheaply