Yo's Story/CJ's Sorrow
RayKaz
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*Ambulance sirens
*Heartbeat
("Clear!")
"SoI haven't been able to sleep
Andher mom just texted me
she's really gone"
(*Flatline)
Pop sip drop sip puff sip - wait
(heum!)
Pack of loud Black & Mild smoke your soul away
Drink to drown pour some rounds life to celebrate
Riding 'round windows down tryin' to escape your face
Shawty wanna waste my time yeah
Shawty wanna chase my soul woah
Shawty wanna break my spine yeah
I don't wanna take this lo-oo-ad/take this slow-oo-ow
Shawty wanna lace my mind yeah
She don't want a place this cold no
She ain't wanna say goodbye but
Heaven couldn't wait no mo-oo-ore
God said one two three fourone two three
One two three fourone two three
Ay hey wait'nother one lost but it's okay
Tried to be a Hardy got a Twist of Fate
Tried to take a shot but it ricocheted
Story never fit inside the picture frame
You and me together wasn't meant to be
But I could give a fuck what a nigga say
All you wanna bring up is my minimum wage
How I'm like my daddy how I'm set in my ways
Verbal denigration but I never complain
Say let's take a break and then yo' energy fade
Like "lemme rephrase"
I'm not one to stay for the games lil baby
I'm not here to play no charades lil baby
I'm here for the NAO not Another Lifetime
So them tears don't work on me the same lil baby
And I've noticed how you love to say I'm tied towards your health
But I can't be loved if you don't love yourself
I got bills to pay my family/brother need some help
Plus your punches tend to hit below the belt
Meanin' I been cold as shit I been Saber Tooth
Tryin' to stack up on both our plate of food
If you don't tag along I can't wait for you
If you gon' Vagabond I'm not 'vailable
Slow it down
One two three fourtakeineasy (*sniffle)
One two three fourslowdownbreathe (*inhale)
One two three fourcalmdowneasy
One two three
One two three
One two three fourtake itin easy (*sniffle)
One two three fourslowdownbreathe (*inhale)
One two three four(*breath in *breath out)easy
One two three
One two three
You really did it huh?
You really meant it huh?
Five years for nothin' it's really finished huh?
Couple months of denial in demonstration it was buku hesitation
Misanthropic in my schedule a nigga lost the will to reconcile
3am in conversations up with Ray
Just remonstrating 'bout our current situation
Contemplatin' segregation as I sought a separatation explanation
'Fore I learned to come to terms with the fact
I wasn't important enough for you to live for (no)
I'm not a man you was willin' to give a rib for (no)
That was the other guy - the one you nullified
as competition before you made my mother cry
You rather lie than paint a picture with we in it
You rather die than see a future with me in it!
You was my lullabyhow it was easier to take your own life
Than to take your own life by the- mfgh
Your momma still check up on me to this day
Just to hear if I'm okay
In her heart she still believe if you ain't let me go away
You'd be kickin' it today
I say "mhamha musacheme" just to soften up her pain
At your eulogy I'm speakin' from a solitary plane
Tryin' to do it right and help to light the candle to your flame
To some muh'fuggin' strangers
Who don't even know your name like I used to! (*sniffle)
Tryin' to hold the shit together but I'll never be the same
Tryin' to hold my shit together
But it's clear I been betrayed by the crackle in my voice
Yo I been sleepin' through my days
I been eatin' through my strain
I been readin' through our messages
To complement the tears that been rollin' down my face
I gotta do it through a screen 'cause of lockdown!
I ain't even get to see you in your last days
And the layers that I pealed couldn't equal the appeal
Of the pills that you swallowed on your last day
But God sayone two three fourtakein easy (*sniffle)
One two three fourslowdownbreathe (*inhale)
One two three fourcalmdowneasy
One two three
One two three
One two three fourtake itin easy (*sniffle)
One two three fourslowdownbreathe (*inhale)
One two three fourpopdrinksleep
One two three
One two three
Shawty wanna waste my time yeah
Shawty wanna chase my soul woah
Shawty wanna break my spine yeah
I don't wanna take this lo-oo-ad/take this slow-oo-ow
Shawty wanna lace my mind yeah
She don't want a place this cold no
She ain't wanna say goodbye but
Heaven couldn't wait no mo-oo-ore
Mmm-hmmm
We would chase money trees respect the shooter
Readin' through books concernin' Ramanuja
Turn around conversate on hallelujah
You ran a marathon in my medulla
Dancin' in sweat you let me samba through ya
Shit would get messy/Messi just how I manoeuvred
I know you went through shit I kinda do but
I know we went through shit but why'd you do it?
How your siblings lookin' at me like I got answers
Now your mama shook at the knees like "why'd this happen?"
I'ma be there for 'em and that's besides the fact that
I would run a homicide to bring you back but now I just
Pop sip drop sip (now I just)
Puff sip - wait (heum!)
(Nnnow I just) pack of loud Black & Mild smoke your soul away
(Now I just)
Drink to drown pour some rounds (now I just)
Life to celebrate
(Nnnnow I just) ridin' 'round windows down tryin' to escape your face
(*Ambulance sirens)
(*Flatline)