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Hospital Bed
Citizen Soldier
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What if I'm selfish?
What if I didn't give enough?
What if I'm guarded?
And never got to feel real love
What if there's more I never learned?
And I can't heal the ones I've hurt?
What if regret's all I deserve?
The day they put me in the dirt
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said, and a past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret
Lying in my hospital bed
(it's haunting me, haunting me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
What if I pushed out?
The ones that cared the most
What if I'm too proud?
To let anybody close
What if I turn my heart to stone
'Cause nothing hurts when hollow's home
What if I cope by letting go
And I'm the reason, I'm alone
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said, and a past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret
Lying in my hospital bed
(it's haunting me, haunting me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
(It's calling me, calling me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret?
May sound strange, but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been thinking about death
Stuck inside my mind, inside my mind
With the "What if's", "What if's"
May sound strange, but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been thinking about death
Stuck inside my mind, inside my mind
With the "What if I's", "What if I's"
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said, and a past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret
What am I gonna regret?
May sound strange, but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been thinking about death
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
May sound strange, but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been thinking about death
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
Was I too distant?
Disassociated my dad, too inconsistent
Cause I never learned how to relax
Hearing "baby Don't cry"
"He don't wanna play"
"Daddy's feeling anxious, give him some space"
Memory loss that I can't replace
She'll be talking about me in therapy someday
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