the feelings of someone i love
RIA
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Adversity surrounds me
Its circling around me
Don't want to wait around for somebody to come save me
Helpine numbers ready
In case I get unsteady
Don't want to wait around for somebody to come help me
Everything is blurred out
My whole world looks so distorted
Anxiety throughout
And I've been feeling so exhausted
And I'm scribbling in notebooks
I'm counting from zero to ten
Grounding exercises
Will I feel okay again?
Will I feel okay again?
Helplessness surrounds me
Its circling around me
Don't want to wait around and watch my life go by
Making sense of something
That's meaningless and nothing
Don't want to wait around to be betrayed again
My mind is a prison
But these convics don't want to leave
I'm trying not to listen
I tell myself to just believe
And I'm scribbling in journals
All I've wanted is a friend
I've been going round in circles
Will I feel okay again?
Will I feel okay again?
Everything has faded
This is what I've always feared
Used, then degraded
All by friends just disappeared
And I can't seem to remember
The last time I even laughed
I just keep on thinking what I'd give
To go back to my past