IF IM GONE TOMOROW
Deadfolk Prophet, Jordan James Shaw
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If I'm gone tomorrow
Don't call it tragedy
Call it math
Call it subtraction nobody double checked
Wake up like I owe the day my pulse
Breath clocked in but my soul still null
I been functionin flawless emotionally bankrupt
Look alive on paper internally done
They love me productive silent composed
Smilin like pain never got disclosed
Soon as I crack I'm "too intense"
Like honesty's some kind of fuckin disease they can catch
I turned trauma into architecture
Built stability outta fracture lines
They praise the view ignore the cost
Never ask what it took to stand this high
I don't talk death I audit absence
Run numbers on who actually checks
Not who posts not who pretends
Who feels the room when I'm not there next
So answer me straight don't dress it up nice
If I go silent
Who recalibrates first
If I'm gone tomorrow does the air feel bent
Or does the world keep movin like I never meant shit
I been talkin to ceilings floors empty space
Askin God if He remembers my face
I don't wanna die I wanna know
If my life left a scar on the road
If I disappear mid sentence mid fight
Does anybody feel the weight of the night
I been "strong" so long it poisoned me
That word just means nobody stayed
I held space till my ribs caved in
Now I ask for air and they fade away
Everybody says "reach out don't isolate"
But flinch when the message ain't clean
They want the healed version not the man
Still bleedin where they can see
I don't spiral I dissect
Cut my thoughts with precision hands
It ain't chaos it's pattern recognition
I just noticed I don't fit the plan
I gave depth they wanted vibes
Gave truth they wanted time
Funny how fast "you matter bro"
Turns into silence when you stop bein fine
I ain't threatenin fate
I ain't beggin to be saved
Just tell me who notices
If I miss a day
If I'm gone tomorrow does it crack the frame
Or just buffer once and play again
I been breathin like a fuckin glitch
Half alive in a system numb to this
I don't need candles I don't need prayer
Just one soul sayin "Yeah he was there"
If I fade out slow piece by piece
Was I loved
Or just fuckin leased
Let's be honest
Most people don't miss people
They miss access
Miss convenience
Miss what you did for em
So if I'm gone tomorrow
Would you miss me
Or the version of me
That made your life easier
If I'm gone tomorrow remember it raw
I fought my own mind in a permanent war
I loved too deep I saw too much
Carried truth nobody wanted to touch
I ain't quittin I'm still awake
Still starin down every faultline shake
But if I vanish from your view
Don't rewrite me
Tell the truth
I'm still here
That's the part that scares em