Blind Pain
After Forever; Floor Jansen
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Everything is getting worse
Terror at home, the dread at school
I wasn't counted much in form
Until I found it's up to me
I too face the seething and the pain
Hate - what do we have in common?
Hate - your game
Pierce me - pierce me
A basic carnage for mental pain
Don't make me explode in your way
This is a chain of torture, a night of pain
No other way to show how you feel
This is the rabble in hell
The torment from hell
The essence of hell
The mother's care
Rage - it burns all around us
Blind - rage
So the muse is only weakness
The smoke is like a cry of distress
Left of incapacity
The spectry of the oppressed
Envious of having no place to go
No one who'll take care of my salvation
This is a chain of torture, a night of pain
No other way to show how you feel
This is the rabble in hell
The torment from hell
The essence of hell
The mother's care
Here comes the final episode
Of terror, pain, abuse and woe
Here comes the line between us all
The line between a long ago
I too make bad decisions by pain
Oh, now look where you and your selfish ambitions have gotten us
It's never been worse, you go to work, work, work, come
Back without even noticing me or that ignorant kid of yours
You only think about yourself
I only think about myself, it's me again, you self-centered bitch
You're the one complaining all the time, but when that
Kid freaks out, who's supposed to take care of her, huh?
Besides, it's not my child, wasn't it ours, our
Little savior of a love we never had, a fucking-
Yeah, there is no "us" anymore, darling
Ever since she was born, you've neglected your part in raising her
I had to give up all I ever dreamed of because of our decision
We both should have made compromises, but the only one who did was me
Oh, there you go again, you feel awfully sorry for yourself
Why don't you take a look at my side of the story for once?
Yeah, sure, your side
Well, excuse the fuck out of me for being in your way
A child you never wanted, living in a smaller house than you'd ever
Dreamed of, and all the while, I'm getting old and ugly, right?
You must really long for somebody young
And fresh, or are these needs already-
Enough, don't you dare accuse me of being unfaithful
That's how you reward my loyalty?
I can't believe I once fell in love with a-
Oh, neither can I, you bastard, neither can I
And loyal? I didn't know you were familiar with that word
There's a lot you don't know, a lot you'll never understand
We've lost contact, baby
Yeah, oh, really? Well, that doesn't seem to bother you
Why don't you just go on, go, go, drift off away on that little island
Of yours and don't forget to drown on your way to a better life
Maybe I will, maybe I will
I'd rather drown than be locked up with such
A freaked-up bitch and her freaky daughter
I can't believe we're still holding a
Conversation about something so stupid
Fine, go, just go, drown
I hope it'll be slow and painful
Shut your fucking hole
Asshole, asshole