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nixxiu
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And I'm so confused
I'm not as bad as I used to be with you
Deep inside my room
With blood stained on my shoes
In the skin that I abuse
Tryna find something brand new
In this game I'm meant to lose
And you're sticking like a tattoo
But I don't wanna stay around you
Walking on the site and now I'll defuse
All alone cause no one understanding what I've been through
Maybe I'll just stay down like a recluse
Tryna talk me out of myself but it's not true
I don't wanna say it right now I'm not meant to
All I know to do is shut down and forget you
Feeling like I can't breathe
I'm too used to feeling sadness and anxiety
Lay down but I can't sleep
Phone glow on my face and feel that tears are falling down my cheek
Lately I'm not like me
Don't know who controls me
Don't know where my heart went
Think that shit just left me
Feeling empty
Broken bones inside of me
Don't know who I am because I threw out all my memories
And you're sticking like a tattoo
But I don't wanna stay around you
Walking on the site and now I'll defuse
All alone cause no one understanding what I've been through
Maybe I'll just stay down like a recluse
Tryna talk me out of myself but it's not true
I don't wanna say it right now I'm not meant to
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