some guy told my girlfriend to dump me because im fat
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Man fuck that Darby O'Trill guy
He's a big fat ugly fucking loser man
(Devereaux!)
I don't see how anyone listens to that bullshit
It fucking sucks
His music fucking sucks man
Fuck Darby!
I'm not doing too good
In fact, I'm doing awful
I'm falling apart again yeah
Oh I'm not doing too good
In fact, I'm doing awful
I'm falling apart again yeah, oh
I finish my coffee slowly shuffling to my room
My soul only exists for all of my troubles to consume
Filling my head up with chemicals there's nothing else to do
I was such an idiot for seeking help from you
Definition of a tortured soul into my corpse is cold
Of course I am told that I will be alright
By those who never felt this low
Watching creatures crawl on cobwebs in the corner
Unaffected by possible theories of the new world order (ay! ay!)
Dying all alone is my one true horror
But it is the only outcome I see myself moving toward (ay!)
Orphaned by the universe I'm feeling so confused and hurt
Counting down the seconds 'til I'm thrown into my tomb of dirt
To become a God you must know how to be a human first
So I don't believe cause no one knows how humans work
You may leave the planet never knowing who you were (ay!)
Can anybody tell me what the fuck our time is truly worth
I'm not doing too good
In fact, I'm doing awful
I'm falling apart again yeah
Oh I'm not doing too good
In fact, I'm doing awful
I'm falling apart again yeah, oh
I feel like the one kid in can of worms
Like I don't belong here on planet Earth (yuh!)
Stranded I'm damaged been kicked to the curb
The ones I held close belittled my worth
The simplest words could fix all of this
But it's much easier to just treat me like shit
Forget I exist and go on with your day
It's not like I mattered to you anyway
I'm an avolition of the man you used to know (ay! ay!)
The fating memory of a light that used to glow (ay! ay!)
Another rotting body who's succumbing to the mold (ay! ay!)
The dog you left outside forced to suffer in the cold (ayy yuh!)
Let it be known that I did try my hardest
I guess I am just not that good of an artist
Maybe some beauty will grow from my carcass
I seem to shine brightest when outside is darkest
Take me to the creek and set my soul free
Place my remains underneath the willow tree
I'm not doing too good
In fact I'm doing awful
I'm falling apart again yeah
Oh I'm not doing too good
In fact I'm doing awful
I'm falling apart again yeah, oh