Isolation in Crowds
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If I die alone
I hope I die alone believing
In higher power, higher hopes
Higher form of being
I assault Ayatollah
I know the treason
My soul is wine-red
My nose is bleeding
Five roads ahead
That's five roads misleading
My dose of violence
Is high-voltage seating
You may know the words
But only I know the meaning
And I hold a title
That I don't believe in
I lost the finals
The trials the season
But I saw the vitals
And my heart was beating
The choir inspired
The fire I'm feeding
The when, the where
The why, the reason
Lonely nights I'm wonderin'
Was our time together all a bluff
Only when I'm lost and broken
Does your company feel not enough
There's no equation
No conversation
It feels frustratin'
Oh baby
Tell me all the quiet parts aloud
This isolation in a crowd
Doubling back
Too many people in my DMs
I ain't been hitting 'em back
Healthy cope I abuse vices
'Till the therapy lasts
I ain't see nothing but pings
From family and friends
That just wanna help
But I'm so available to people
That don't need me
I feel like a savoir
I feel like a bum
When I'm asking for help
Cause I inherited the flaws of my grandfather
Masculine urge to provide at the cost of my happiness
FUCK IT
If it make people laugh then I'll just
Chalk it up to brain rot
They asking where you get your inspiration from
I took the passion of toad
And married it with the love of hip hop
Sanctified with community built by
Jpecs
Nate and
Kobe
I mean the fucking shaq to my drop
I don't need your pity fool
I know I owe plenty of dues
I'm hoping the allegory of origami uncover jewels
I'm hoping the hole in my soul will fill if I got people round me
But it gets harder everyday if I'm being honest
Lonely nights I'm wonderin'
Was our time together all a bluff
Only when I'm lost and broken
Does your company feel not enough
There's no equation
No conversation
It feels frustratin'
Oh baby
Tell me all the quiet parts aloud
This isolation in a crowd
Trapped the bull in my mind
Then escaped from the maze
I got blessed by Ask like Paul
And transformed by his grace
Now I transform my mistakes
Into learning opportunities
Getting better by the day
But still have massive insecurities
Got a lot of friends
But they don't really hear from me
An extrovert with introverted tendency
And Acult is my remedy
Or at least I thought
We were chatting a lot
Turns out it was just
A diary for my thoughts
Been riding the Dread my whole life like Viserys
Put my mental health on Klarna
And pretended nothing's wrong
Trying to plead about
My mind declining like Aerys
But my ability to reach
Ears isn't very Strong (very strong)
Spend my whole life
Tryna get more people 'round me
Then I started getting people 'round me
When I got old
Turns out all those people
Didn't fix the hole in my soul
I'm making my story untold
A story I told
Lonely nights I'm wonderin'
Was our time together all a bluff
Only when I'm lost and broken
Does your company feel not enough
There's no equation
No conversation
It feels frustratin'
Oh baby
Tell me all the quiet parts aloud
This isolation in a crowd
Yo
Lately I've been feeling isolated in Crowds
Elated but deflated once they're facing me down
Like everyone is chasing the crown
Without' making a sound
They're just faker than the playing card
That she kept laced in her gown
So now I'm taking this round
Yeah I'm taking this shot
Liquors nice cause
It's easier to fake it than rot
Chance it like it's paper v rock
Or Vader if it's sabre v glock
But I'm running out of time on the clock
And so I'm trapped by my own thoughts
Lapped by my own loss
Never sure if I do it for them
Or my own wants
Fit in or your Andromeda
Chained on your own rock
Try to get back in now
But the zone's been locked
My mind just keeps going, going, going
No it won't stop
They don't wanna hear you speak
If it's broke talk
Like, bro stop
You're a downer, let us hear a joke
Knock knock
Whose there
Who cares once the truth's shared - dropped
Lonely nights I'm wonderin'
Was our time together all a bluff
Only when I'm lost and broken
Does your company feel not enough
(Broken)
(Our time together all a bluff)
(When I'm lost and broken)
(Your company)
(not enough)
There's no frustr- (-ation)
No conversation
It feels frustratin'
Oh baby
Tell me all the quiet parts aloud
This isolation in a crowd