ballad for a hospital bed
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I can't fall asleep while the birds sing
I'd forgotten how lonely this feels
So I go for a walk by the river
Near the school where I used to sell pills
Katrina's still studying hard
So she doesn't end up like her mother
I just smoke and I walk and I cough
Turn the block, I'm ignoring the fact that I love her
Her lips are the ocean, it's freezing
I just wanna drown in your mouth
The leaves changing colors and bleeding
Why am I stuck in this house
The doctor said I might be dying
It's a dream, it's a dream, it's a dream
My mom said I won't wake up, she's lying
But I scream and she screams and we scream
I always thought I would die too young
But I thought I could do it myself
I can't move, I can't breath, I can't hardly sing
But if I don't then who will
I keep staring up at the ceiling
And it don't even care to stare back
I'm sick of this sickness I'm feeling
My resentment is starting to crack
I'm scared of my body, my mind, and the air
This hospital's too clean, I ain't dying in here
I want love, I want peace, I wanna touch the whole world
No no no I ain't dying in here
No no no I ain't dying in here
No no no I ain't dying in here