Boundaries
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The fact that I hit you says more about you than it says about me
You never did learn to respect my boundaries
I know it was wrong shouldn've done what I did
If I could go back now probably just do it again
Hit you for real this time punch you right in the chin
Make your fuckin' head spin around get some exercise in
Make your demons come out 'cause the only time I felt close to you
Was when you were trying to kill me and I was just holding you
Bitch I thought we were Chandler and Monica but it was just a dream
Should have listened to Clarence Boddicker 'cause bitches leave
Said the Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away
You turned my life plans into paper mache
That's supposed to be my baby ain't no way that it's his kid
Hope he hears this one day and wishes he came out of this dick
Hope he turned out deaf and blind gay and autistic
And you feed him with bibs and shit every day 'till he's 56
You threaten to stab me let you back in my arms
Try to jump out onto the highway we just laughing it off
You dragged the mattress in the bathroom locked yourself in there
I'm tryna break the door down but also sound sincere
'Cause you never understood me always calling me the monster
I heard a couple weeks ago you thought that I doxxed you
When those fuckin retards were mad at the Cuties review
I don't know how the fuck you think that I could do that to you
Even when you left that note and I willed myself
To now show up at your office begging how ill I felt
Knowing that I should just let go cut the umbilical
The whole time I was worried that you'd kill yourself
And it would be my 'cause I told you to do it
I think we both know that was the moment I blew it
Or maybe it was in therapy your final request
I knew I'd never see you again but I couldn't say yes
I'm finally free of you
Oh but I'm stuck with me
Sometimes I wish you were dead
It would've been easy
I'll just keep on searching forever
Tryna get struck by lightning
Nightmares every night
We still talk in my dreams
I know you're jealous of Hannah
So here's the consolation verse
Shaelin just turn it off before I make it worse
You were fake at first I thought no way this works
Cause being your savior hurts
All you could say was "I hate your shirts"
Yeah I'm not the one covered in fucking tattoos stupid
And how come you don't have one of me just get one do it
Polyamorous slut body count like Hitler
Glamorous face paint hair dye and glitter
Yo I thought you were a bad bitch nah you're just a sad bitch
I still had designs on that ass like AutoCAD bitch
Had to explain throwing down with the ex like
"You still down to be next?"
You remind me of how she left my boundaries wrecked
I spent the first six months just trying to get you sober
Ten years younger like I'ma have a do-over
Now I got a fucking kid instead of a girlfriend
Shit I wish I was a pedophile that would have been perfect
Yeah it's funny but your temper's not
Your screaming face is wet with snot
Afraid of you pretend I'm not
Hope you don't go get the Glock
I'm worried that I'll hear a shot
One day from the other room
Fuck you for puttin' me through that
And fuck your mother too
I'm scared to have kids with you 'cause I'm sure you'll abuse 'em
Looking in the mirror like you really know how to choose 'em
When we're in public you play the victim People think I'm the sick one
I'm abusive if I call out the different ways you trick 'em
If I'm bein' honest I don't know if I want this
I'm too old for this toxic shit I'm growing despondent
Your moping is constant COVID we been locked in
And don't go near my office
'Cause my phobia's claustra
Bitch I'm over your nonsense tantrums thrown like a toddler
You told me you'd watch it but you broke all your promises
And I'd rather be dead than live without boundaries
So if that's how it's gonna be then you better just go on without me
I'm finally free of you
Oh but I'm stuck with me
Sometimes I wish you were dead
It would've been easy
I'll just keep on searching forever
Tryna get struck by lightning
Nightmares every night
We still talk in my dreams