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Jxhnny
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Pop pills, I just wanna forget
All the ways you used to make me feel
Those times I look back and regret
I guess it's true, our love was never real
Can't get outta bed, all I think about is gray
I been fighting all my demons but they just won't go away
No I don't have all the answers
And I don't have time for questions
I just need to live forever
I don't wanna live today
It took me by surprise
When you said you needed space
You left with all your lies
Now my sunshine's gone away
You said I'm insecure
You said to stay away
And I wish I wasn't that
Yeah I wish I wasn't that
Yeah I wish I wasn't that
'Cause now all I see is gray
You said that I was everything you wanted guess I'm not
Now I'm drinking all alone with all these feelings that I caught
And I really want you back
But you're too far in the past
Should've known we wouldn't last
But I wish I would've fought
Now I'm blacked out
Sitting on the floor can't shake the feeling
When you backed out on me and all of the time we could've had
I won't back down, back down I'm going through it, damn
Smoking weed and popping pills so I don't feel sad
It took me by surprise
When you said you needed space
You left with all your lies
Now my sunshine's gone away
You said I'm insecure
You said to stay away
And I wish I wasn't that
Yeah I wish I wasn't that
Yeah I wish I wasn't that
'Cause now all I see is gray
Swimming in emotions and I'm drinking by myself
Just going through the motions I'm too proud to ask for help
You can't find me you can't see me
I don't even wanna be me
I just vanish like Houdini, crush my pills up on the shelf
Call me, text me, I miss you
You're just too good to replace
Come back I just wanna kiss you
That's what I say when I'm shitfaced
Pop pills, I just wanna forget
All the ways you used to make me feel
Those times I look back and regret
I guess it's true, our love was never real
It took me by surprise
When you said you needed space
You left with all your lies
Now my sunshine's gone away
You said I'm insecure
You said to stay away
And I wish I wasn't that
Yeah I wish I wasn't that
Yeah I wish I wasn't that
'Cause now all I see is gray