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DED STARK
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Haha, aye, yo
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(Here we go its going to be cool, ha)
I'm just tryna be happy, like everyone else
I don't need no help, I can take care of myself
So why you staring at me? (what?)
I used to wish I was invincible, but now I only wish that I'm invisible (uh)
If only it was simple (simple, simple, oh yeah)
I miss those dimples (miss 'em)
Yeah, I thought I was in love once, but now that's over
And since I've forgotten what it's like to be sober
(Drank)
Down, to the bottom of the bottle
And now, yeah, I'm drowning in my sorrow (sorrow, sorrow)
I stay awake until tomorrow
Staring at the clock, watch the hands go
(Tick tock)
I'm just going through the motions
Like a machine, but I'm fucking broken (broken)
Feel like I'm fucking stuck out in the open ocean
Just tryna to stay floating
I don't wanna be dead, but it's so hard to live in this fucking world
Guess I was just another kid who was misunderstood (misunderstood, misunderstood)
By all of the other boys and girls (boys and girls, boys and girls, yeah)
I don't wanna be dead, but it's so hard to live in this fucking world
Guess I am just another kid who can't do nothing good (nothing good)
Running in circles, in my head (yeah)
I don't wanna be dead
Don't look at me like I'm broken (broken, stop playin')
So what if I'm always smoking?
Yeah, I'm a stoner and I'm a loner
Tell me something I don't know
I got an overflow of anxiety I'm trying to cope with
You know that society doesn't really give no shits (no they don't, uh, yeah)
I forgot my name and my face, limbo isn't a game its a place
Might as well be living out in space, 'cause I feel so far away (far away, far away)
Up in these clouds I created, when I'm in the crowd I stay faded
Maybe I'm out of touch and I'm jaded, if it gets too loud I'mma hate it (make it stop, hate it, hate it)
'Cause I'm not as social as I used to be (used to be)
You see the old me would usually (usually, usually)
Be totally game to go out and fucking do something
But right now I'm hating today so I need you to leave (peace, yeah)
I need you to go away, actually no, wait, stay
I'm confused what can I say, but I'mma get through another day
I'm not dead, it's so hard to live in this fucking world
Guess I was just another kid who was misunderstood (misunderstood, misunderstood)
By all of the other boys and girls (boys and girls, boys and girls, yeah)
I don't wanna be dead, but it's so hard to live in this fucking world
Guess I am just another kid who can't do nothing good (nothing good)
Running in circles, in my head (yeah)
I don't wanna be dead
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I don't wanna be dead
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