Mental Space
Javii
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Have this feeling that I can't shake
Every step I take, makes my world more gray
Smiles on display, but I'm not okay
Need to change, before I break
Drowning in an ocean of noise
Leaving nothing for me to enjoy
All trauma does is reach in and destroy
Need to choose to heal, but I just avoid
Damn my mental space
Wishing I had more better days
Oh Lord is this my fate
Please help me out of this place
Mental space, is in disarray
My facade decays, no I'm not okay
On my knees I pray, pain won't be always
Gotta heal my soul, can't stay the same
But I'll try
To cover up scars, pretend it's not real
But I'll try
To heal the trauma I poorly conceal
Truthfully I, can be a good liar
To myself, living in denial
A trauma response gone wild
Burned by its fire, maintaining a smile
Just a lil setback, I'll be fine
Lies to myself repeating in my mind
Habits I gotta break, or I'll never be okay
Don't look in my eyes, you'll see I'm terrified
Damn my mental space
Wishing I had more better days
Oh Lord is this my fate
Please help me out of this place
Mental space, is in disarray
My facade decays, no I'm not okay
On my knees I pray, pain won't be always
Gotta heal my soul, can't stay the same
But I'll try
To cover up scars, pretend it's not real
But I'll try
To heal the trauma I poorly conceal
Trauma, trauma
I poorly conceal
Trauma, trauma
I'll one day heal