What You're Not
Cynthia Ruth
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My dreams of you are dreams of who you used to be
I know
I dream from memory, I color in the blanks
I know
It used to tear me up
To miss you while you're still around
My dreams of you are fading colors
In the midnight now
You're too drunk to talk
I'm too high to care
I put it down
You leave it there
I held the better cards
But you call all the shots
I don't know who you are
I just know what you're not
My dreams of you are fiction, fantasy, my fears
I know
A hall of mirrors and it's only ever me in here
I know
It used to tear me up
To wish that you were someone else
My dreams of you are only echoes
In the midnight now
You're too drunk to talk
I'm too high to care
I put it down
You leave it there
I held the better cards
But you call all the shots
I don't know who you are
I just know what you're not
Do you ever miss
What you left behind
Do you dream in color
Or black and white
Am I out of touch
Are we out of time
Do you ever go back
Ever try
You're too drunk to talk
I'm too high to care
I put it down
You're too drunk to talk
I'm too high to care
I put it down
You leave it there
I held the better cards
But you call all the shots
I don't know who you are
I just know what you're not