Pyrogesellschaft
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Verse:
Lack of motivation, losing all my courage/
Wish that I could spread my wings and fly so I could flourish/
No surprise I'm kinda nervous looking to god to find my purpose/
But all of it's a waste of time to write these rhymes ain't worth it/
Scratch the surface then I pull away cause I'm full of pain and the sorrow/
Life has got a bitter taste and it's hard for me to swallow it/
God I've been so lost, struggle to find my whereabouts/
Wanna be the person that somebody truly cares about/
But love ain't on my side, to destiny I'm blind/
So I confess to beats in Jesus name that all my life/
I've been depressed and losing sleep cant find relief inside my mind/
Not a beast a freak of nature I'm just putting in my time/
But people say Reppresion why you lacking what's the hold up/
Kid I thought that you would blow up, always sleeping on the sofa/
Yo It's like nobody knows, within every line I wrote/
That I spill my fucking guts into these bars it aint a joke/
Hook:
Never did I want to feel this way, but the pain just brings me down/
Try to live with these mistakes I've made, while I sulk beneath these clouds/
Life is all but hope's and dreams I wish they could save me now/
But all night long I sing sad songs said I'm lost and cant be found/
Verse:
Lost in the world, and I don't care to be found/
Tie that rope around my neck, drop the anchor let me drown/
Lord I'm thankful for my sound, but memories they keep me down/
Why wont these demons let me be just set free from all these clouds/
Look at these four walls cant help it I try to talk to em'/
They never reply to me, fine I'll be on my own again/
What it's like to be forgotten, dear god am I just a fallen gem/
Let all the credits roll close the curtain this where the opera ends/
Cop some meds and pop it, sick of dealing with this conflict/
Realist shit that I've been dropping, don't think I could ever top it/
And the topic it be suicide prevention with these melodies/
To be honest with myself I think maybe I need some therapy/
Losing all control, darkness in my soul/
The hardest part about is nobody even knows/
So I wonder through the cold rain and hold my pain inside/
Just hope and pray to god to give me strength so I survive it fuck/
Bridge:
The pain just brings me down,
Sulk beneath these clouds,
I wish they could save me now,
I'm lost and I cant be found/
Hook:
Never did I want to feel this way, but the pain just brings me down/
Try to live with these mistakes I've made, while I sulk beneath these clouds/
Life is all but hope's and dreams I wish they could save me now/
But all night long I sing sad songs said I'm lost and cant be found/