cursed for the rest of my life
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Slashed wrists, lemme see
Tatted hands on my neck
Chop up my corpse with the rest
My fault for being obsessed
Forever's a month when you're with the best
End it all or get out of my head
No hope, no fear
No sign of someone here
End of my rope
It's too late to turn back now
I feel I'm falling
Deeper in the
Deeper in the never-ending setbacks
And I'm cursed for the rest of my life
And just to say I'm sorry
Mad at the world
For letting it get this bad
The worst for the best of my life
And just to say I'm sorry
You say "life is a box"? well I don't wanna check boxes
Everyday job, water cooler trade stocks and
Wake up each day to fall asleep on the couch
If you're going into that then I want out
40 year career to spend my pay on beer
Sunday nights alone filling me with fear
Never learned to not be on my own
No one there and then I die in a home
Hollow insides, hollow mind
Search within me, come to find
I've been dead for 13 days
Nothing left but gross decay
Still I'm moving, so it seems
Digital death and physical dreams
At this point I've two roads now
One with life and one without
And I'm cursed for the rest of my life
And just to say I'm sorry
Mad at the world
For letting it get this bad
The worst for the best of my life
And just to say I'm sorry
Just to say I'm sorry
I make it all about me
Infectiously surround me, I, I
I need all the attention
Need reasons to be distant, I, I, I
I'm so insufficient
Don't even talk when I go to the store
No eye contact, just stare at the floor
I'm so embarrassed just to be myself
I'm so paranoid that they're looking at me
That's just something 'bout me
That they can't replace, they're gonna (take without me)
When I say I need space don't fucking doubt me
Don't tell me "you can do this" if you didn't have me
And I'm cursed for the rest of my life
And just to say I'm sorry
Mad at the world
For letting it get this bad
The worst for the best of my life
And just to say I'm sorry
Cursed for the rest of my life
And just to say I'm sorry
And I'm cursed for the rest of my life
Just to say I'm sorry