Smithhaven Mall [Explicit]
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Why did my life (Damn, look at myself)
(That's a ugly motherfucker in the mirror)
This fucking mirror (The fuck)
Punch a hole through this mirror (What am I supposed to do, man?)
This faggot in the mirror (I can't
Deal with this breathing shit anymore)
I hate this breathing shit, life is fucked up (I can't believe this)
Yo, yo, yo
I can't believe the way I'm feeling
I wake up still poor, plus the pain that exists ain't never healing
(Day by day) Day by day goes by, time is wasted
My situation make me wanna take a permanent vacation (Word)
I'd die for my pride, plus I'm tired
I got no more respect left for the people in the past that I admired
(I'm not shit) I'm not shit, (I'm not shit) I won't be shit
(I won't be shit) I eat shit, I cut my veins and then I bleed shit
Plus, kid, no man can be trusted, I lusted for the spare custard
I see the mirror, closed fist, I bust it
I get no bitches 'cause I'm broke
The last bitch I had fucked my crew and tried to play me like a joke
It's getting closer to my big hour
I bought my first gun, a SIG Sauer
Y'all know it's the only way to get power
But I ain't shit, even with this gat, I ain't shit
I ain't shit, ten years down the line, the same shit
I ain't shit, I blame myself, but at the same time blame society
If your ass don't know me, then your ass shouldn't be trying me
Put the SIG in my pants and grab the
Switchblade that I got from my man
The Harley Davidson rider
Better known as "One-Eyed-Jake the Suffolk County Biker"
Why did my life... (It's not hard to tell me)
Why did my life have to be this way?
Why did my life... (It's not hard to tell me)
Why did my life have to be this way?
Check it out, yo, now let's get back to business
Witness the finish of this menace, being
Broke make motherfuckers turn to sinners
I go to Mischief Mall to see if anybody wants some
Anybody want some, but this is gonna cost 'em
I walk in the sneaker store, my ass is 'bout to get raw
Look at my watch, it's a quarter past four
My mind's blank, flipping, shitting, this the dead zone
I see this Spanish kid listening to reggae on his headphones
So I grabbed him, snatched him backwards, smacked him
He tried to react, that's when I was tempted to put a cap in him
But I didn't, I figured it was best if he was living
Pulled the SIG out, everyone inside the store started shitting
I made everybody in the spot get down on they fours
I made a 300-pound woman strip down to her drawers
It was sickening, I couldn't believe what I was doing
My life is ruined at the age of twenty-two
And it's for real, trying to find a spot that's safest
Cannot escape this, I'm scared to be in jail with all the rapists
I tried to rule the world, but I blew it
I gave the fat naked bitch the gun to kill me, she wouldn't do it
So I took the gun back and beat her down
I gotta find a place to creep now (I gotta be out there)
Yo, yo, this where my shit stops
I turn around, surrounded by six cops
But the clip in my SIG got six shots
They made my skull almost cave in for misbehaving
It's 'cause I chickened out and threw the gun down and gave in
I had no respect on the outside
But now I got less respect on the inside (Inside)
I tried to rule the world, but I blew it
Wishing I was dead, but I still don't got the guts to do it, yo
Why did my life... (Fuckin'... Goddamn
What am I supposed to do, man?)
Why did my life have to be this way? (I can't even do this no more)
Why did my life... (I can't even make it no more, yo)
Why did my life have to be this way? (I can't make it, yo)
Why did my life... (Yo, yo, yo)
Why did my life have to be this way? (I'ma do this shit, man)
Why did my life... (I'ma try to breathe a little bit, man)
Why did my life have to be this way?
Now step right over there, son
Step right over there, kid
What's up now, kid? What's up, son?
You ain't so big now
Motherfucker, motherfucker
You're a motherfucker
Why did my life...
Why did my life have to be this way?
Why did my life...
Why did my life have to be this way?