WITHDRAWAL
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Damn, I don't feel like myself
I feel like somebody else
If I can reach for the phone
Maybe I'll reach out for help
One week on the couch, my mind wide awake, and my soul's screamin' out
No sleep, no escape from this lingering haze as I'm licking my mouth
And my body in pain, and my eyes, they done dried
And my temperature up while I spiral inside
My reunion this year, I can't wait to espouse how the loneliness is what the fame is about
I guess I shouldn't complain
This was my number one option
Learning to dance in the rain
Practice by starting with walking
Searching for keys on the way
My only wish is to lock in
Never can silence my brain
Worst enemy always talkin'
Fuck it, I'm still feelin' nauseous
Abdomen on fire for the millionth time
Runnin' on my adrenaline and pride
Thinkin' to myself, "What a way to die, what a way to go"
Drunk with fadded hope
Grammys to the grave, didn't leave a note
Cut off all my fam, they wouldn't even know
Using alcohol as a way to cope
Super faded, now I'm comin' down
What's the latest? Feel like I skipped town
My skin hasn't felt the sun, my feet haven't hit the ground
Seems like life tends to move on even when you're not around
Dammit, I'm trying to breathe
Don't even know what I need
Maybe I'll turn on the air
Then I might feel some relief
Sleepin' got me slippin' in the the dark
Wisdom whispered, guilt begins to bark
Swore I'd never get this bad again
Something in me flicked a different spark
Cycle got me spinnin' out of luck
I'm too raw for this, man, what the fuck?
Looks like I did it again
Runnin' through memories, runnin' through gin
Run through these women, but treat 'em like friends
Still run through these niggas to see how it ends
I love an adventure, man, what can I say?
A story don't care 'bout the editor, slim
It's all 'bout the journey, right? Them early nights, crashin'
Chasin' highs in place of prize
Passin' every sign that says that I'm dashin'
And headin' fast to fate that's long lastin'
Super jaded
Cynical but young, underrated
This used to be fun
Only need zero to win, 'cause I'm already the one
There ain't one mistake I made that refused to be undone
Damn, I don't know what to say
Always knew I'd make way
Just took a look in the mirror
I still believe in that face