When I Was Young
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The song looks back on a childhood and youth marked by hardship, discovery, and intense feelings. The speaker remembers a cold home and a father away as a soldier, but also first experiences with smoking, romance, and love. The mood is both affectionate and reflective: growing older brings distance from the past, yet the memories still feel vivid.
Several images show how strongly the speaker experienced life when young. โPain more painfulโ and โlaughter much louderโ suggest that emotions seemed bigger and more powerful then. Calling himself โpretty greenโ means he was inexperienced when he met his first love. The contrast between being a โwild childโ and going without shoes adds a sense of freedom, but may also hint at poverty or an unsettled life.
The memories are not simply a claim that youth was better. The speaker says his faith in other people was stronger, but also that he was โreally so much olderโ when young. This could mean hardship made him mature early, or that he now sees his younger self as carrying a seriousness he did not recognize at the time. The song leaves that tension open: youth appears exciting and innocent, yet difficult too.