Conversations With Myself
BeeGeeTii
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I don't even talk to nobody no more
It's like I just be in my head all day
Deep breath (Deep breath)
Mm, mm
I been havin' conversations with myself lately
Ain't nobody else really understand me
I got people 'round but it feel empty
Same room, still feel like they ain't with me
I remember nights I was broke, no lights
Now I got money, I still can't sleep at night
Funny how it changed, I got everything I wanted
But it don't feel like I thought it would, honest
Ain't complainin', I'm just sayin' how it feel
I done seen too much, shit don't feel real
Lost people on the way, I still think 'bout 'em
Made it out the hood, but I still dream 'bout it
It's like I'm stuck in between who I was and who I am
Tryna balance all this pressure, I don't think they understand
I been talkin' to myself (Yeah)
Tryna figure it all out (Woah)
Made it out, but I still feel lost
Even when I'm up right now
I got family dependin' on me, that's pressure
Every move that I make gotta be better
Can't slip, can't fall, can't mess up
Feel like the weight of the world on my chest, yeah
They see the wins, they don't see the cost
All the pain that I took, all the times I was lost
Smiled through it, I ain't show it
Deep down, I was fightin' emotions
I don't trust like I used to
Seen love turn fake, I had to
Keep my distance, play it careful
Everybody close ain't there for you
And I know I changed, I admit that
Pain did that, I ain't pick that
Life hit hard, I just hit back
But it left scars, I still feel that, mm
I been talkin' to myself
Late nights, don't need nobody
Even when I'm winnin' now
Feel like somethin' still missin'
Sometimes I sit back and think 'bout the old me
Wish I could tell him, "Just wait, you gon' be free"
But I ain't know it come with this weight
All this money don't fix this pain
I lost parts of me on the way up
Had to let go just to stay up
Now I'm here but I don't feel whole
Still tryna find what I lost
I ain't perfect, I'm just human
Still got wounds, I'm still bruisin'
Still got nights I feel useless
Even with everything movin', uh
I guess this what it come with
When you turn pain into somethin'
You win, but you lose somethin' too
And they don't tell you that part
I made it out, yeah
But I don't know
It just feel different
I been talkin' to myself
Silence
I been talkin' to myself
It's like I just be in my head all day
Deep breath, beat fades in
I been havin' conversations with myself lately
Ain't nobody else really understand me
I got people 'round but it feel empty
Same room, still feel like they ain't with me
I remember nights I was broke, no lights
Now I got money, I still can't sleep at night
Funny how it changed, I got everything I wanted
But it don't feel like I thought it would, honest
I ain't complainin', I'm just sayin' how it feel
I done seen too much, shit don't feel real
Lost people on the way, I still think 'bout 'em
Made it out the hood, but I still dream 'bout it
It's like I'm stuck in between who I was and who I am
Tryna balance all this pressure, I don't think they understand
I been talkin' to myself (Yeah)
Tryna figure it all out (Woah)
Made it out, but I still feel lost
Even when I'm up right now
I got family dependin' on me, that's pressure
Every move that I make gotta be better
Can't slip, can't fall, can't mess up
Feel like the weight of the world on my chest, yeah
They see the wins, they don't see the cost
All the pain that I took, all the times I was lost
Smiled through it, I ain't show it
Deep down, I was fightin' emotions
I don't trust like I used to
Seen love turn fake, I had to
Keep my distance, play it careful
Everybody close ain't there for you
And I know I changed, I admit that
Pain did that, I ain't pick that
Life hit hard, I just hit back
But it left scars, I still feel that
I been talkin' to myself
Late nights, don't need nobody
Even when I'm winnin' now
Feel like somethin' still missin'
Sometimes I sit back and think 'bout the old me
Wish I could tell him, "Just wait, you gon' be free"
But I ain't know it come with this weight
All this money don't fix this pain
I lost parts of me on the way up
Had to let go just to stay up
Now I'm here but I don't feel whole
Still tryna find what I lost
I ain't perfect, I'm just human
Still got wounds, I'm still bruisin'
Still got nights I feel useless
Even with everything movin', uh
I guess this what it come with
When you turn pain into somethin'
You win, but you lose somethin' too
And they don't tell you that part, uh
I made it out, yeah
But I don't know
It just feel different
Deep breath, silence