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Bottle Don’t Love Me
KAYROZ
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Yeah...
I don't drink 'cause I'm happy
I drink 'cause I'm tired of remembering
Look...
I been pouring my feelings in a glass, watching demons swim
Every sip another memory I pretend ain't sinking in
She said "heal yourself," but how when pain my medicine?
I talk to God when I'm sober, but ignore Him when I'm drunk again
Mirror looking back at me like "who you tryna be?"
I smile for the internet, but cry in privacy
Heartbreak got me numb, I don't even feel the burn
'Til the bottle hit the bottom, then the feelings take their turn
I chase sleep, but insomnia be waiting on me
3 a.m. thoughts feel like they staging a robbery
I lost love, lost trust, lost pieces of my soul
Now I'm finding temporary peace at the bottom of a hole
The bottle don't love me, but it listen when I speak
It don't judge my tears, it just weakens me each week
I keep saying "last time," knowing damn well I'm lying
If healing is a road, I been drunk-driving through my silence
Yeah...
I been drowning in myself
Tryna numb the pain, but I'm hurting someone else
The bottle don't love me
But it stays every night
While you walked out my life... yeah
I wear strength like armor, but it's cracking at the seams
They say "man up," never ask me 'bout my dreams
I loved her like my last breath, she left like it was nothing
Now I'm drinking to forget her, but remembering is stubborn
Mama raised a fighter, but I'm fighting me
Every vice I touch slowly turn into an enemy
I don't need another shot, I need therapy
But liquor cheaper than admitting this pain is scaring me
I tried praying it away, but my faith been weak
When your heart break loud, even silence start to speak
If I die from my demons, don't say you never knew
I was screaming for help in everything I do
I don't want sympathy
I want peace
I don't want another drink
I want sleep...
But every time I close my eyes
I see her leaving again
The bottle don't love me, but it feels like a friend
It pretend that it care, but it wants me to end
I'm fighting addiction with a broken heart
Tryna rebuild a soul that been torn apart
If you hear this song and you feel the same
Just know you ain't weak, you just feeling the pain
The bottle don't love you
And neither did she
But you still got a chance...
Don't end up like me
Yeah...
Pain talks
Liquor listens
But healing...
Healing takes courage