I Never Came
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The speaker describes a relationship that seems painful and possibly over, yet something about it refuses to disappear. At first, the repeated claim that โit wonโt dieโ sounds like stubborn attachment: even hurtful experiences cannot end the feeling. The speaker then rejects another night together and says they do not care who is right. By the end, the mood shifts toward distance and defiance, though the repeated โI never cameโ leaves the separation feeling unresolved.
The โpoison cupโ suggests taking in something harmful, perhaps staying involved despite knowing the cost. Images of a knife, fire, guns, and other ways to destroy something make the persistence of the feeling seem almost impossible to stop. โBall and chainedโ evokes being bound together and unable to leave freely. The line about โlaws of manโ being pretend may express distrust of rules or expectations, rather than a literal rejection of all law.
โI never cameโ is deliberately unclear. It could mean the speaker never truly entered the relationship, never arrived emotionally, or is insisting that they have already left. These readings can coexist: the speaker may be trying to break away while admitting that the bondโor its consequencesโstill lingers. The lyrics do not settle whether this is love, resentment, or a mixture of both.