Let Me Value This Pain
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Solid through the day, but it hit me through the night
Thought it went away, but the pain's still on my side
Thoughts still haven't changed, you the one I cannot lie
I don't need anymore space, I need a break from all the lies
And I'd have never thought this bitch would have me fighting my own heart
Came to her trying to heal, this bitch just left me with more scars
And so far, ain't seen the end cause this road long
Just want you to come find me baby, I've been so lost
It was your fault, but I blame me, that's why it fucked me up badly
I told my bro it isn't that I'm sad, it's that I'm unhappy
It's that this weather doesn't pass, and I can't tell they forecasting
They promise sun then throw me in the shade as if it don't matter
My mama still ain't found no love, like will I ever
Daddy why you hanging out with thugs, you gotta do better
Girl I gave you my love, my heart presented and you kept it
You left me all alone, I'm crying till you hear the message
And I ain't even in contact with my contacts, no more
Distanced for the better, but it's worser for my soul
I'll drop a body way before I drop a name
And my line blocked from yours, so I talk to you through songs when they play
And every time my phone ring, oh how I wish it was you
Me and you won't never be the same, wish that wasn't the truth
I kept on wishing and wishing, ain't seen no star in the sky
Cause when you left, you left me blind, covered up my eyes
Yeah
Solid through the day, but it hit me through the night
Thought it went away, but the pain still on my side
Thoughts still haven't changed, you the one I cannot lie
I don't need anymore space, I need a break from all the lies
2020, I lost my brother to a suicide
2021, uncle got locked up, yeah he federalized
2022, got in a shootout and they hit my side
2023, my uncle died, Halloween night
2024, my bitch done played me and she switched her side
I lost my babies with that love, that shit eat me alive
Took more loss then that throughout them years, that's just the bigger ones
Told my mom, don't worry, yeah I'm hurting, but I'ma get it done
Got some things that I can barely see now, blurred vision, put the 3 out
No love out where I'm from this shit so deep, I'll never leave out
And I don't even have no team now, all that was good changed
Need her to come before I bleed out, Rae let me value this pain
Serenity on my chain, tryna find faith when I pray
Tryna hold on through the night, tryna profit through the day
Our toxic love to me is valuable pain, why don't you see
You more concerned for him than for me
Our lives changed, but my love ain't
I love you the same,
Yeah
Losing my sane