Don't Check On Me
Austin Benton
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3AM, screen light in my face
Scroll past everybody actin' okay
Got a text I ain't opened in days
'Cause I don't got the words to say
Sink full, bottle half gone
Swore I'd quit, but it don't last long
Same cycle I been stuck inside
Tryna fight somethin' I can't outrun
I don't talk, I just shut it down
Keep it all where it don't make sound
If I let one crack show through
I'm afraid it all spills out
I been holdin' it in
Way too long
If I say how I feel
It goes wrong
Don't check on me
I won't reply
I don't know how
To say I'm not alright
If I go quiet
Just let it be
I'm still fightin'
Don't check on me
I had nights I ain't sleep at all
Just laid there starin' at the wall
Every thought like a loaded gun
Pointed right where I used to run
I ain't built like I used to be
Everything feel heavier on me
Try to carry it like a man
But it's breakin' my grip slowly
I don't need you to fix my head
I just wish I felt somethin' instead
'Cause the numb hits worse than pain
When you can't even cry again
I been holdin' it in
Way too long
If I say how I feel
It goes wrong
Don't check on me
I won't reply
I don't know how
To say I'm not alright
If I go quiet
Just let it be
I'm still fightin'
Don't check on me
I'm still here