Coconut Milk
John D. Contradiction
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Im me and im saying it proud
When I say it know im saying it loud
You disagree? your opinions allowed
You can find me in the back of the crowd
Its where I stand now since I been on the stage and the clouds
instead of 9 it meant a storm was around
I lived it in first carried the pain while I was forcing my crown
Who says you had to be up to be down
When you can live in em both
People brag and they boast without reality
Did Mickey enable or save this girl Mallory
Whats poison to somebody labeled toxic
Whats the treatment for someone alone who is out here claiming they got sick
Whats the thought behind the aggressor thats doing my shit
Double down the professor but cant label em a sidekick
Its not it and I promise you that it wont be
Quote me thats something that you wont see
Take a seat
Order a drink
Take a sip
Free your mind
If I was you then I wouldn't be me
There'd be a lotta shit that I didnt see
Allot instances nuances whole bunch of feelings that need
A person to live in that moment give a reason to breathe
New insecurities maybe some new tricks up a sleeve
Maybe some critical thinking a new truth to believe
Most likely still wont be enough to relieve
The way I picture you a villain but if you died I would grieve
While shedding tears I probably still wont understand or receive
This is my fight so I just bob and weave
Wish I could float like a butterfly but if you stayed alive it would sting
But if I died would you stay in the ring
Tell the people around you I was only a fling
Go right back to the chicken like your Gustavo Fring
Or raise a toast with a speech and cling
A few punchlines couple of laughs could you forget me as king
Take a seat
Order a drink
Take a sip
Free your mind
Im allot of things but perfect aint one
Try my hardest to make a difference pave the way for my son
The gift and the curse of my interests im a master of none
With no hope or dreams of deliverance search for worth till im done
You can find me 10 toes until my block gets spun
Just because of your own rotation dont mean im not the sun
I work hard shine bright when in your vision
No holds barred the limelight don't change my decisions
I been scarred still fight and don't fear collisions
Im on guard despite my loose disposition for real
I know im lightskin it adds to the feels
My sign pisces just know the contradiction is real
Long island ice t whats inside is part of the deal
All the entendres my body count achilles heel
Start from the bottom if your tryna heal
Im at the top but I cant comprehend whats real or surreal
So I just sit