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Told all my friends I disappeared for a new energy
Tried to break the silence
Always made more enemies
Oxymoron entropy
Fought off all the demons
Phantom pain is everything
I'm sorry for all the way's I've wronged you
I tried too hard to be less cold
I'd normally break down in the distance
Now rage always has a hold
I'm trying so hard to be better for you
I know that there's someone better for you
You wouldn't deal with the shit that I'd do
It's devastatingly true
I know it's hard sometimes
But I can't get out of this state of mind
Wish I could say I'm fine
Without it feeling like I'm lying
You take over
You take over
Was I ever worth it?
Do I deserve this?
Is this the karma for me when young n' imperfect?
I guess I earned it
I guess I'll bow down
And meet the Earth until we're one
This is my purchase
I need a clear soul, not a clear image
I dug my own grave
But I'm not in it
I'll fight tooth and fucking nail 'till I'm forgiven
Know I'm never gonna fail, there's just this one thing
And I'll lose for it, I could die for it
This is more fucking drama, you killed life for us
And I'd like if someone really heard me right for once
Everytime I fucking breath, bitches light me up
And I knew before it, that was new for this
Normally the people targetterd aren't piping up
I said no to lying down, but I ran out on luck
I could hate my decision, but know that that shit's for the best