Gay in Training
Marc Biala
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Keep it on the low, yeah, but I'm in control
Just pacing my own steps, no rushing to the goal
Folks think that I'm hidin', nah, it's part of the plan
Not ready to unleash, just perfectin' my own brand
I'm a work in progress, yeah, and I'm takin' my own time
Don't call it DL, I'm just waitin' to shine... Hun.
Not hiding, just preparing, one step at a time
It's a journey that I'm currently walkin' on the climb
You can't force it, what is meant to grow will surely grow
When I'm ready to show it, yeah, you'll surely know
I'm not DL, I'm just a gay in training
Hold up, hold up, I ain't ready, I'm still maintaining
Gay fruit's not ripe, no, I'm still cultivating
I'm not DL, I'm just a gay in training
A gay in training
Ooohh ooohh ooohh
I'm just a gay in training
Ooohh ooohh ooohh
I'm just a gay in training
They think I'm playin' games, but I'm keepin' it real
Ain't about the labels, it's just the feelings that I feel
Freshman in the scene, got my eyes wide
Learnin' all the steps, but I'm takin' 'em with freaking pride (and getting wild)
When I graduate, it'll be full display
For now, I'm in the play
And I am stayin' cool in my own way, 'cos hey
Patience's a virtue, yeah, I'm takin' my time
A journey that I'm building, climbin' the line
You can't rush, what's meant to be will be in time
When I'm ready, just watch and see
I'm breaking the scene in my prime
I'm not DL, I'm just a gay in training
Hold up, hold up, I ain't ready, I'm still maintaining
Gay fruit's not ripe, no, I'm still cultivating
I'm not DL, I'm just a gay in training
A gay in training
Ooohh ooohh ooohh
I'm just a gay in training
Ooohh ooohh ooohh
I'm just a gay in training
Feelin' that fear, yeah, it's deep in my veins,
PTSD from the looks, all the shame
Words cut sharp like a knife to the core,
Family said "no," so I hid even more
Bruises ain't showin', but they run deep inside,
Taught me to hide, taught me to lie
Every time I step out, I'm feeling the weight,
Heartbeats race, tryna dodge all the hate
Locked down tight, with a wall in my mind,
But one day soon, I'll be leavin' it behind
Living my life like I want is not a crime
If you trynna judge then you wasting your time!
One day soon, I'll show the world my shine
For now, I'm just a star in the climb
In the climb, In the climb, In the climb
The fruit will bloom, just wait and see
Graduation's comin' when I'm ready to be free
I'll show the world I'm a star!
Ooohh ooohh ooohh
I'm just a gay in training
Ooohh ooohh ooohh
I'm just a gay in training
I'm not DL, I'm just a gay in training
Hold up, hold up, I ain't ready, I'm still maintaining
Gay fruit's not ripe, no, I'm still cultivating
I'm not DL, I'm just a gay in training
A gay in training