Now You Don't
Rav & Kill Bill the Rapper feat. Rekcahdam
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One summer can't fill a hole that's been dug for years
Crushed my fear of busting fears, chucking tears
The grudge is clear, her front ensues the muzzle wears
Forget appearances, clearly no one fucking cares
I'm introverted with a flair for the dramatic
I'm sick of my despair, I'm so embarrassed
Sick of always caring, so emphatic, I'm erratic
And when I really should care, I get distracted, It's apparent
I'm sick of hearing everybody's shit
Everybody's shit is worse than everybody's is
Exclaiming pompous, confidence,
Along with youth flaunting accomplishments, plea for astonishment
Need that providing acumen and common operative, but hey
I don't listen to it, I don't need it
Don't want to judge em', I'm no different, just conceded
Hey melancholy is you went to reason, fleeting,
Leaching for a quick distraction but
Tonight though I don't need it, I mean
I'm finna flee, I'm finna bounce
I toss the key, outside my house
I'll disappear and not come back
I'll disappear, I'll disappear
Escaping me, escape my mouth
I dry my tears, then wipe them out
I'll disappear and not come back
I'll disappear, I'll disappear
I smoke so much, sober I'm seeing shit differently
I'm outta touch with my fam, I know they sick of me
Shit, I'm sick of me
Suicide in my periphery
I don't know why J stick with me
Right now, I'm simply do or die
So I just do, who am I? I'm confused
They say my whole life I got to choose, but not really
I thought if I trained and became nice with the craft, I couldn't lose
But instead of cheese, I only got the blues
So I'm just
Working, working, working, life hard bro
But if I don't go to work, I might starve bro
And if I don't have a goal, life ain't worth it
So when I get home from work, I go to work
Next year, I gotta make it even if it hurt
But I guess these just first world problems
Just puzzles, I could solve em'
I just need access to the pieces
I used to hack dudes until they tracked me like a beacon
Now I just teach it
I talk in code cause I keep so many secrets
Tell em' niggas something these days and they'll leak it
Wish I was younger, ignorance was convenient
Getting older I feel like, knowledge became my weakness
My bad, Rav
I know I'm always on some deep shit