Let the fire consume me
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Rise up from the rubble, there's no ground to stand
The promise of it getting betters just bland
You come to my home where I chose to withdraw
This battle inside isn't something that's fought
This towns now deserted since they shut the gate
They covered their faces while we got betrayed
You find you're still standing above your own flesh
I thought I was happy, I guess this ain't it
That's when I turned around at the sound of a voice
You're saying I'm glad that I'm finally here
Still don't know where I am really
If I think about it, then it's clear
This place is where you go after
You get consumed by your doubt
And that voice I heard starts to guide me
And leads me outside this house
This is where you left your family
Tell yourself that they never cared
Here's where you stay, and you'll suffer
Until your bodies repaired
It feels like time never changes
Since night seems never to come
And now your left here in limbo
I ask yeah what have I done
I never wanted it to be like this
I didn't think that I was going to be missed
I thought I'd be happy but this isn't it
And now I realize, I've left my soul in a pit
It doesn't matter anymore I already chose to quit
Selfishly just cut my ties as I am found in a ditch
Tell myself if I had stayed, I would have still just done it
I'm all alone, into the depths I submit
I don't really get it but my skin just flakes
Overwhelmed by flowers I burst then decay
As insects crawl inside, they gather within
They salvage what's left of me, I just can't win
Become isolated I'm one with the fear
That dissociation never disappears
And when I open up, I get ostracized
I think somethings wrong I guess that's not a lie
I just try to reach for help out there, but there was nothing for me to grasp
Heart held fast but I could never fathom, just how long despair would just last
Like what are you stupid, none of this is real, come closer and soon you will feel
The judgment of ones who said they'd be there, with that it all became clear
And when I woke up bandages surround me, I guess this time they'll same I'm sincere
And when I told them I am not coping, you know they won't interfere
Just lock my mental state up in a capsule, hiding it will make you feel real
All it did was numb me out, until I knew that I was not here