Faith In Stone (prod. abyss prod)
HatefulSlimy
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God, why do I feel like Iโm losin' grip?
Tried to build but it all just slips
RFaith in stone but the ground still shifts
Every win feels counterfeit
Smile wide but the soul feels sick
I break down when the noise goes quit
Tell em I'm good, but I lied real slick
Truth is, Iโm barely fucking equipped
I donโt vent, I vanish quick
Bottle it up, that damage sticks
I light that match, romantic twist
Then wonder why Iโm back in this
Hope don't hit like it used to do
Dark thoughts still push on through
God, I know what Iโm called to do
But the pain feels louder than You
I chase peace, it donโt chase back
I make moves, then I fade to black
Still feel guilt that I can't unpack
Still hear lies when the room goes black
Iโve worn masks I canโt unglue
Tried new names I could run into
I say โHeโs goodโ I doubt that too
When I pray, does it get to You?
Told myself Iโd never fall
Broke that vow, I lost it all
Every time I ran that call
You showed up, even when I stalled
I numb that pain cause it screams too loud
Lookin' for peace in a poisoned crowd
Tryna keep calm but Iโm spazzinโ out
Used to want death just to drown it out
He took my hell, I gave Him hate
I lit that fire, He cleaned my slate
Even when I switch, He stays
Never once did He walk away
I yelled out โHelpโ and I fucking meant it
He showed up in the place Iโm fucking bent in
When the guilt hit deep, He sent it
Back to Hell with the shame I rented
Iโm the one that chose that flame
Still He pulled me out that game
Grace hit hard when I dropped that name
Now Iโm free, canโt play that blame
Shame donโt fit, I returned it broke
He ainโt buildinโ me just for the show
II show my flaws on purpose
Let the scars stay loud in verses
Cause they won't change if it donโt seem worth it
Mental health donโt hide, I show it
Even when the world wonโt know it
If I crash, I write that moment
This ainโt rap itโs war, I own it.
I don't glorify no pain
I won't pretend I ain't strained
Iโve been close to breakinโ chains
Only to find they came with names
He don't make me carry that
He don't fold when I collapse
When I fall, He takes the crash
Then rebuilds me from the ash