Until I Cease To Be
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As I reflect on my past
I wish that I could go back
To who I used to be
In my memories
I thought I had it so bad
But I would be glad
To drown in misery
Every broken dream
Every fall to my knees
Each trauma feels like defeat
Every scar from the stabs
Of all the knives in my back
No matter how hard I try
I feel tears from in my eyes
When I call your name
I feel unbearable pain
And when my heart stops beating
And when my lungs quit beathing
When my body reeks of mold
When my blood runs cold
When I turn to Stone
I've tried to fill up the holes
Of what is left of my soul
Pick up the pieces
Of what is left of me
Nothing fills up the void
Seek only to destroy
Every part of myself
Until there is nothing left
Until I cease to be
Until my eyes can not see
Until all that I am
Is a memory
The damage I've done
The man I've become
It all means nothing
It all means nothing without you
And when my heart stops beating
And when my lungs quit beathing
When my body reeks of mold
When my blood runs cold
When I turn to Stone
And when my brain stops working
And when they close the curtain
Please remember how hard that I tried
When we say our goodbyes
When it is finally my time
Until I cease to be
Until I can not breathe
When there's no more of me
Nothing but memories
When I am finally free
Buried six feet beneath
And when my heart stops beating
And when my lungs quit beathing
When my body reeks of mold
When my blood runs cold
When I turn to Stone
And when my brain stops working
And when they close the curtain
Please remember how hard that I tried
When we say our goodbyes
When it is finally my time
And when they close my coffin
I hope you'll visit often
Please remember the mark that I left
There was a hole in my chest
Maybe now I may rest