Vices
Swam Lewis
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At 4am I doom scroll the internet
5am stuck living in my head
Maybe I should stop living in my bed
Feels like I'm still tryna catch my breath
I was born tired
Chase the feeling of my life when I was still young
Take a hit and now my throat is wrapped in barbed wire
Make it take me through the day because I'm so numb
Now I'm stuck
Push my luck
For this tension in my lungs
Search the internet for answers
But it's never what I want
Cause
I'm controlled by my vices
Existential crisis
I feel myself slip away
I'm too young to be like this
I'm controlled by my vices
I know its gonna kill me but I like it
The walls close in
I need space
I'm too young to be lifeless
At 8am I finally will fade away
Fuck
I never get to start my day
9am I'm dreaming bouta better place
Feel like heaven look like hell but I know its fake
Dying to find a way to keep the o2 out my lungs
I'm glued to the screen to escape my thoughts
I find peace only when I cough
My body rejects it but I can't get enough
Now I'm stuck
Push my luck
For this tension in my lungs
Search the internet for answers
But it's never what I want
Cause
I'm controlled by my vices
Existential crisis
I feel myself slip away
I'm too young to be like this
I'm controlled by my vices
I know its gonna kill me but I like it
The walls close in
I need space
I'm too young to be lifeless