half a man
Mackenzie Arromba
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I swear to God you liked me once
But now Iโm not enough or way too much
My happiness seems to piss you off
But when Iโm sad you donโt care at all
Worse things could have happened here
I feel more safe with you than I have in years
If I canโt find a way to see this through
Will your mom think I abandoned you?
Hmmmm I shouldnโt have to search for evidence you love me
Hmmmm I can feel that somethings missing when you touch me
Cause youโre half here and half gone
I was half right to stay strong
And I donโt know where I went wrong
So I made myself so small
There were good days in the bad years
And I re-live them just to stay right here
While I try to understand
How to love half a man
Guess Iโm the product of a broken home
Giving more for less is all Iโve ever known
I try my best to not believe that
You could be mean enough to mean it
Each time I felt like an embarrassment
When I was trying to be affectionate
But the routine of it was kinda nice
You were predictable in all your spite
Hmmmm I shouldnโt have to search for evidence you love me
Hmmmm youโre only present when you find a chance to judge me
Cause youโre half here and half gone
I was half right to stay strong
And I donโt know where I went wrong
So I made myself so small
There were good days in the bad years
And I re-live them just to stay right here
While I try to understand
How to love half a man
So donโt hate me I wanted to stay
Donโt blame me for walking away
I canโt hang on to something you donโt wanna save
Iโm changing, Iโm tryna be brave
Iโve outgrown being treated this way
I canโt hang on to someone I know I canโt save
You were half here and half gone
I was half right to stay strong
And I donโt know where we went wrong
So I made myself so small
You were half in and half out
And half of me thinks itโs my fault
But you have to understand
I canโt love half a man