Abandonment Issues
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Iโm sorry Iโm such a fucking degenerate
18 years old I was selling heroin
Feel so insecure itโs embarrassing
And sometimes I donโt wanna live but Iโm scared of death
I break down when Iโm talking to my therapist
Blame all of my mistakes on my arrogance
I gotta learn to handle my issues
You know we both got abandonment issues
My mental health crumbling
Only time I feel alrightโs when Iโm stumbling
I find ketamine comforting
I canโt be alone
I need you to keep me company
My friends and family can tell I'm struggling
I donโt recognize my reflection and itโs startling
Feel my self deteriorating
You know I love you but I donโt wanna be with you lately
And you gon tell your friends whatever so it seems like Iโm crazy
When you gonna grow up
Stop being a baby
Iโm 21 your 20 now itโs been a while
I got trauma I still need to heal my inner child
Iโm sorry Iโm such a fucking degenerate
18 years old I was selling heroin
Feel so insecure itโs embarrassing
And sometimes I donโt wanna live but Iโm scared of death
I break down when Iโm talking to my therapist
Blame all of my mistakes on my arrogance
I gotta learn to handle my issues
You know we both got abandonment issues
You said Iโm a nobody
That shit really got to me
Hate it when we fight
Never talked it out properly
You were by my side
I was dealing with poverty
Treated you like my property
This feeling is harrowing
You donโt look me in my eyes when you talk to me
Lied and I cheated now you donโt want my apologies
Serotonin deficit
Been thinking of ending it
Devil on my shoulder
I could use an exorcist
Infatuated with your pheromones
See you when I look up at the sky donโt need a telescope
I know Iโm a bad person I feel terrible
I wish we were somewhere on a beach out in Mexico
Iโm sorry Iโm such a fucking degenerate
18 years old I was selling heroin
Feel so insecure itโs embarrassing
And sometimes I donโt wanna live but Iโm scared of death
I break down when Iโm talking to my therapist
Blame all of my mistakes on my arrogance
I gotta learn to handle my issues
You know we both got abandonment issues