Departure
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It's never ending
This constant feeling of dread
I swear I can't be left alone
With all these thoughts in my head
It's like I'm drowning
And I can't catch my breath
I just want to be remembered
Want to hear what I said
But with this screaming
Ringing loud in my head
It makes it hard to fall asleep
And close my eyes in my bed
It's never ending
This constant feeling of dread
I swear I can't be left alone
With all these thoughts in my head
I just want to be seen
I just want to be heard
I just want to be me
All the abuse
I swear it's killing me
It's ruining my life
And I just want to be free
Free of this pain
Free of this world
I'm falling backward again
Out of control
And if I keep this up
I'll leave this world
And if I keep this up
I'll leave this world
I'll leave this world
And I can't leave you behind
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my mind
And when will this pain subside?
I fear that I'm wasting away in time
I can't leave you behind
I swear I'm losing my mind
Will this pain just subside?
Will it be different this time?
Or another failure to try?
Why can't I make up my mind?
Why can't I make up my mind?
I'm falling backward
Again
I'm
Out of
Control
I'm falling backward
Again
I'm struggling to get clean
When I think about the pain you brought to me
I'm broken and bleeding
I'm falling backward
Out of control now
Please fucking help me
Please fucking help me
And I can't leave you behind
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my mind
And when will this pain subside?
I fear that I'm wasting away in time
I can't leave you behind
I swear I'm losing my mind
Will this pain just subside?
Will it be different this time?
Or another failure to try?
Why can't I make up my mind?