The One Who's Leaving
Zeako the Cat
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I never thought I'd be the one Baby, you gave up on us
Even if our love was everything I wanted Keeping me alive all this time
I never thought I'd find someone like you Forgive you for the hell you put me through
This isn't easy, you gotta believe me I never thought I'd be the one
Who's leaving
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
You, I'm leaving
Hazy from all the medication I never meant to be so reticent
I didn't beat you or mistreat you But I hate myself for the ways I didn't treat you
Shit, you were damn near perfect But fuck, it wasn't worth it
All this pain, I don't deserve it They say it's better to have loved and lost
But I can't afford to cost Darkness creeping in my thoughts
Thinking maybe I should cut my loss Vertically, not a cross
That's a feeling you have caused And I still can't find your flaws
Hurry, run quick, shoot, find the gauze Lately, I find it hard to lift my eyes
Barely awake, no will to stay alive Constantly afraid you'll see through my disguise
Feels like I got no one on my side Might be schizophrenic, cause it feels like by design
I know it wasn't meant to be But everything's what you meant to me
Logically, I probably should've known You were only renting me
But my love for you prevented me I never lived so presently
And now I'm looking at myself As if I was the enemy
I never thought I'd be the one Baby, you gave up on us
Even if our love was everything I wanted Keeping me alive all this time
I never thought I'd find someone like you Forgive you for the hell you put me through
This isn't easy, you gotta believe me I never thought I'd be the one
Who's leaving
Two Realities, The one where you were heavenly
And the one where you are dead to me
I know we didn't end aggressively And you're not upset with me
But in mixed company Can you fuck off with the pleasantries
Because when you walk up I lose all flow to my extremities
I get reminded there's no remedy For how you fucked me over so impressively
At our current stage your beauty is the death of me
And I just hope eventually you'll be a distant memory
But my instincts are telling me You will always be the right girl to beat
And I just hope you live happily
But honestly if you don't get the fuck away from me
I'ma scream, I'ma make a scene
But I know you're already gone, I ain't that high
Admittedly my sanity's been on standby
High as fuck but I can't fly
Feeling like I'm a bad guy
Probably cause I am a bad guy
I'm going to accomplish my goals though
I'ma fuck a lot of women, fill a lot of holes
I will be the love, I'll be the hate
I'll be everything, I will, and I'll be great
I'll help others to face what I faced
I'll help them through, I will become who I should be
A vessel for love
I never thought I'd be the one
And baby you gave up on us
Even if our love was everything I wanted
Keeping me alive all this time
I never thought I'd find someone like you
Forgive me for the hell you put me through
This isn't easy, you gotta believe me
I never thought I'd be the one
Who's leaving