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J/ternity
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Yeah, I could do some different things like
Listen to my brain and be glad 'bout what it brings to me
But I just can't do what I have to do
It's a maze, but a tricky one with haze above it
And I'm deep down there, no escape
Ha, did you really think about trying to escape?
You can take it with humor
But that doesn't cover up the dark side
'Cause It's still to bright
What? Yes, I know
Not that logical, bit low
But every day life for me
Do you get it, can you see
That I'm trying to explain
My long-term pain?
I'm not playing any game
No, it's harder, not the same
No, it's harder, not the same
No it's harder n-a-a-a-a
Man, I'm exhausted by sitting just around
Like I'm frozen
But in in my head a burning battleground
'Cause the fact that I can't talk
Is the only thing I've found
The past weeks, they came around
"Do you hear our devil sou-a-a-a-a-a?"
Ha, I don't trust them
Everytime I mix up
Everything that fixes
Everthing that misses in my brain
I just quit and say her name
Like I'm not having any interest
Scrolling heavy thoughts like it's Pinterest
And getting bad results in this bad test
Stop, you're waiting for the drop?
What am I doin'?
It's not first time when I say I'm loosin'
But all these thoughts don't give me chance
To give the whole story a different glance
Try not to shake 'cause you aren't safe
Every move could destroy the big wave
Of always pretending and acting like you are still someone
That values the fact that he's brave
I don't want to waste any more time
On finding some words just to keep it in rhymes
What I want to say leads me my way
To just getting triggert and jup, there I sway
Physically not, but mentally brainrot
My path-leading feeling's becoming my opp
And there I am walking right to the abyss
While thinking about how much I miss her
So much to say but it just don't fits but
I have still a few more minutes for, uh
Something's missin', I don't no
Maybe something faster? Here we go
I'm running, don't stop
Breathing in for the drop
Writing textes I jot
Without sense? No, they're not
Depressed? No, but locked in
Feel the sadness of love that is over but not in my head
I will rap 'til you get
The plot of this story is heavy, I'm sorry
No happy end
Worries and pain are the base of the rain
That will overhelm you 'til you die at least deep in your head
You cry in your bed
Wan't to sleep? Ha, forget it
You're screaming for help, they ignore it
I bet that you give up you're hope that died one year ago
Why you're laughing? Don't no
I'm confused, let me go
Why's my love still alive?
Why's she after two years still exactly my type?
Why does this still affect so impactful my life?
Like a knife that cuts deep in your ride
Through your happiest side that was ones your whole pride
Her image stays with me so clear
Deep in my soul, it's held so dear
Within my being's grave it lies
Consumed by my bright spirit's skies
Though all my time may fade away
Even when nothing's left to stay
Will this for always still endure?
When will this endless suffering cure?
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