really anxious !
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usually in my life i try to make sense of things
met so many people i didn't know what they'd bring
this year's been really rough and all i have to show for
is everything i broke and left behind, all these closed doors
i know that i don't deserve you now
i know that all of our time's run out
i know that i'm alone in a crowd
when i'm w you cause your head's above the clouds
i know that i've been in my head for way too long
bottled feelings that i hide i don't tell anyone
what i'm really feeling cause i can't trust
that by tomorrow's light they won't up and run
and i'm not used to spending so much time alone
but this is what i needed if i ever wanted growth
and you don't fuck with me now but one day you'll be sorry
that i spent so much time alone, sad and feeling lonely
oh no
going through the motions now
whoa whoa
and i can't seem to slow down
why can't
everything just take a step back
cause i am really anxious i need to relax
only one's that i've ever really opened up to
left and made fun of me who really am i to you
so i go through life wishing i didn't have this guard
and i wish that when i fell for u i didn't fall so hard
i know that i've been in my head for way too long
bottled feelings that i hide i don't tell anyone
what i'm really feeling cause i can't trust
that by tomorrow's light they won't up and run
and i'm not used to spending so much time alone
but this is what i needed if i ever wanted growth
and you don't fuck with me now but one day you'll be sorry
that i spent so much time alone, sad and feeling lonely