Clean

The speaker describes a change from a troubled period toward a calmer, more settled life. Being “clean” seems to mark a fresh start: the tears and difficulties have eased, and the speaker has changed their routine. The repeated refrain sounds confident, though the word “sometimes” suggests that this feeling may not be steady all the time.

“Broken my fall” suggests stopping a downward slide before it gets worse. “What is in my own hands” contrasts personal choices with “destiny’s” plans: the speaker may not control everything, but can take responsibility for some things. The word “clean” could mean recovery from a harmful habit, but it can also suggest emotional renewal or freedom from past troubles.

The song does not explain exactly what the speaker has overcome, so the meaning remains open. The references to holiness and destiny hint at big questions, yet the speaker does not claim certainty or special wisdom. Instead, they focus on what they can see and feel for themselves. The confidence of “Now I’m clean” sits beside an awareness that feelings twist and change, making the progress sound real but not necessarily permanent.