Night After Night
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I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired
Of acting like I'm okay
I smile, I smile, I smile
But the pain don't fade
I try, I try, I try
To leave it all behind
But night after night after night
Still on my mind
I wake up feeling heavy in my chest like
I lost something I never said
I move fast so I don't feel stressed
But it waits for me when I rest
Everybody thinks I'm cool. They don't see
What I go through. I don't talk, that's
What I do. I just hold it, hold it
I remember this. We didn't fight
Back when wrong stuff felt right
Now your name feels way too loud
Even silence sounds like you
I delete the text, not the pain
Different vases, same mistakes
I say next time I'll be changed
But I stay the same.a05e90
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired
Of acting like I'm okay
I smile, I smile, I smile
But the pain don't fade
I try, I try, I try
To leave it all behind
But night after night after night
Still on my mind
I sit alone in crowded rooms
Left too much, I play it cold
They don't know my favorite move
Is disappearing
I don't hate love. I hate hope
It makes it harder to let go
Every "come back" feels like rope
Around my throat
So many times though it sounds real in my mind
I don't know when to cross that line
From healing to heart
I don't cry, just feel numb
Like the tears already done
If pain had a favorite song
This would be the one
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired
Of acting like I'm okay
I smile, I smile, I smile
But the pain don't fade
I try, I try, I try
To leave it all behind
But night after night after night
Still on my mind
I see a shadow on my phone
Every time I like a post
I know we're both already gone
But my heart is a member
I try love or try space
Try moving on. Same face
Every road leads to the same place
Back to you
I don't drink. Got too deep, post deep
I replay words you didn't mean
But they stay with me
If I'm honest now I'm scared
That the feeling never ends
That I here would never feel the same
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired
Of acting like I'm okay
I smile, I smile, I smile
But the pain don't fade
I try, I try, I try
To leave it all behind
But night after night after night
Still on my mind
I used to dream about the future
Now I feel so pressed
I don't need nobody to save me
I just want some peace
I fake hope. Put it all on
Every night feels too long
Too long. Too long
Talk to God. My words like
He heard us all before
I don't ask him for much more
Just let it hurt less
I'm not broken, just pained
Trying hard not to resent
All the love I'm never meant to lose
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired
Of acting like I'm okay
I smile, I smile, I smile
But the pain don't fade
I try, I try, I try
To leave it all behind
When night after night after night
Is still on my mind
One day I wake up late
I can finally set break and
Ain't going to hit my chest
Every time I rush it display
Even moving at his place
Even the scars in time and space
I just write these laws
What if we only need me alive?
If I'm quiet and now you know why
I'm surviving
I don't need to be okay
I just need another day
If I make it through tonight
I'm all right