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ghostdaughter
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I wish we were friends when we were kids
I've gotten so much older now... I'll deal with it
Like when I didn't recognize my mother wearing a wig
And I made her cry, gave her something else to fix
I'm so selfish but maybe that's just growing up
Fill my body up with innocence until I throw it up
And my chest hurts from never being what you want
And I can never sleep right, I'm shaking until dawn
But when I'm gone, don't go and find no one better
I know I'm selfish but I promise I'm trying
When I'm gone, if my ghost wants to hold you, let her
I'm so selfish when I call you crying
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I miss stealing wine and crushing pills in our drinks
Now my apartment's mostly mirrors, I just stare at the sink
And I feel so alone out here
It never rains, I can't see stars, I end up drowning in fear
Pace around inside a box until I'm buried in one
You were my daylight, now I'm afraid of the sun
I'm hanging up above the freeway, I can't block out the noise
You're telling me to calm down like I ever had a choice. I'm sorry
When I'm gone, don't go and find no one better
I know I'm selfish but I promise I'm trying
When I'm gone, if my ghost wants to hold you, let her
I'm so selfish when I call you crying
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