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I Don't Laugh The Same
NeveahSoul
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Something changed in me
I can't explain it right
I still smile in the pictures
But it don't reach my eyes
I used to laugh so easy
At the smallest things
Now joy feels like a visitor
That forgot about me
I still go through the motions
Still answer when they call
Still say I'm doing better
When I don't know that at all
The room can be full
And I still feel far away
Like everybody's living
And I'm just getting through the day, yeah, yeah
I don't wanna be this heavy
I don't wanna feel this low
I'm tryna find the light again
But some days I don't know
I don't laugh the same (ooh)
I don't smile the way I used to
Something in me changed (ooh)
And I don't know what it turned to
I'm still here, I'm still trying
But my heart feels out of place
I'm not who I was before
And I don't laugh the same, mm
Mm, music sounds quieter, hm-mm
Morning comes too soon
I make my bed, make coffee, mm
But I can't make joy move
People say I'm stronger, they say I look alright
But they don't see the silence that sits with me at night
I miss the kind of habit that didn't feel rehearsed
Before I learned to hide my pain so nobody would hurt
I don't want to stay this empty
I don't want to lose my way
I'm praying for the part of me
That disappeared one day
I don't laugh the same (mm)
I don't smile the way I used to
Something in me changed (mm)
And I don't know what it turned to
I'm still here, I'm still trying (mm)
But my heart feels out of place
I'm not who I was before
And I don't laugh the same
Maybe joy is quiet now (oh-oh-oh)
Maybe healing moves slow (oh-oh-oh-oh)
Maybe I'm not broken, maybe I just need to grow
Maybe one day laughter (oh-oh-oh)
Will come back soft and true
And I'll meet myself again in a life I'm walking through
I don't laugh the same
I don't smile the way I used to
Something in me changed
But maybe I can change too
I'm still here, I'm still trying
Still holding on to grace
I'm not who I was before
But I'm learning my new name
I don't laugh the same
But I'm still here today, hm
Something changed in me
But I'm not gone
Maybe joy is waiting somewhere further on
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