Kerosene
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I burned myself up for so long just waiting for someone to put me out
I beat myself down for all my wrongs just waiting for the right to come out
I laid alone here in this darkness, waiting for the light to find me
I felt so damned, but tried my hardest to quell this fire inside me
It keeps raging on and on like the waves at sea
Dragging like an anchor in a grave of my own grief
[CHORUS]
These midnight skies are clouded in my mind
Iโve poured this kerosene, but can you spare a light?
These thoughts keep spinning round & round on this carousel burning to the ground
Alone in the spaces in my head, just waiting to be found
I'm pullin' apart at the seams, this darkness swallowing me
Goddamnit what I'd give to just be free, I'm drowning in waters so cold,
Drowning in all my lost hope, reaching for a light that I can hardly see
Cause I felt myself sinking so low,
Struggling against this undertown
And I felt this cold come slipping in
Reaching out for the surface, spread so thin
It keeps slipping through my hands like the wind at sea
Shining like a north star, burning bright just to spite me
[CHORUS]
These midnight skies are clouded in my mind
Iโve poured this kerosene, but can you spare a light?
These thoughts keep spinning round & round on this carousel burning to the ground
Alone in the spaces in my head, just waiting to be
[BRIDGE]
Fine with all these scars that just won't heal
Fine with getting high so I don't feel
Fine with showing smiles that just are not real
Are you even real?
Cause there's a black hole inside of me
Swallowing the light that's dying to get free
Can I ever just be free?
[CHORUS]
These midnight skies are clouded in my mind
Iโve poured this kerosene, but can you spare a light?
These thoughts keep spinning round & round on this carousel burning to the ground
Alone in the spaces in my head, just waiting to be found